I don't know if it's because I'm sick but I'm just feeling like everything's a struggle right now. I'm starting to resent the amount of food I have to prepare and eat everyday. I wish that part was easier for sure. I couldn't make it through my lunch carbs today, I just started feeling sick.
I've also been hating the jump ropes lately - I lost two days to general sickness and yesterday it almost felt like starting from scratch. Not sure I'm seeing any new differences physically. I guess I'm getting stronger - I can do more - but I'd like to start loving this again. Can I do this for 50 more days? Is this just some kind of mid-way slump?
I'm not going to quit because I resolved at the beginning to not to do JUST THAT. But I wish I could just eat a toasted tomato sandwich without having to put so much thought into it.
Maybe tomorrow I will write a post that sounds a little more positive.
This middle part is pretty rough for everyone! Keep going day by day.
ReplyDeleteI'm feeling the same way you are - not seeing lots of new changes, but figure they're still to come - or at least I hope so! Hopefully tomorrow will give you a new outlook on things - and if not, just refer to Andy's blog post:)
ReplyDeleteHang in there Erin. Dont think about it as 50 days to go, think about it as 40 days complete. Which in itself, is pretty impressive.
ReplyDeleteBe well.
The pictures look great Erin. The last week seems to have been hard on everyone - but we will soon be on the downhill side of this project!
ReplyDeleteIt gets better. It really really does. JFD is a good mantra, but the one that always works for me in these situations is, "The only way out is through." Keep moving and the end will suddenly arrive one day.
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